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It's official. In three days, I turn 22 years old.  Stoked? Sure. Bummed? Nah. I don't understand why most ADULTS my age have been saying "Man, I'm turning 22, that sucks." Why would you say that?  Be lucky you have 22 years under your belt.

You know, last night, while I was drunk off my ass, a friend told me that they learned in their psychology class that people who are constantly late, are subconsciously always seeking attention.  I think I can count two handfuls of people I know who are clost to me, and constantly late.  Makes sense, because they are always seeking attention. 

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holy crap!

myspace and xanga are lame!

I always wondered howcome everytime I get drunk, I want to come on xanga and write a huge entry.  All I do is drink beer, and its beginning to take a toll on my body.  I continuelly tell myself that I will cut down on my drinking,  but something always ends up "coming up."  Bombastic Tuesdays, going away parties, etc. 

Ok over that.  So I went to Japan.  It was the best expereince of my life.  I really enjoyed it, and I'm not just saying that because I am Japanese.  I really enjoyed the whole different atmosphere and differnet lifestyle, I think it plays into part how I did not ever go away for college.  Plus, the food alone made the trip worth it.  There's a lot of pictures, but I'm to lazy to post them, plus I doubt anybody would even care.

Man, I wish I had more to write about.
I always think of random things while I'm not on this and I think to myself, "ho this would make a good xanga entry." but i can't think of anythign right now.

have a great day.

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well, its the end of the world.
after passing out at 3am piss drunk this morning, i woke up at 7:07am to an earthquake.  my first initial reaction for some odd reason was that somebody was trying to wake me up, by shaking my bed. but then i heard the glasses from all my proms/dances i went to in high school (it's on top of my bookshelf) banging againts each other, and then i put my hand on the wall, and that was shaking, and i thought oh hi earthquake.  for some reason i wasn't that fazed by it, so i just rolled over and went back to sleep.  maybe it was because i was still inibriated with alcohol.  about 20 minutes later i woke up to more shaking.  aftershock, rolled back over, but found myself not able to go back to sleep.  Then I hear my dad making a rucus outside.  I hear his feet scattering around the house and the sound of his cell phone slapping shut then opening up again.  Then I hear him yell, NOW WHAT!?!  Then he ran outside to my neighbors house and was all overly-panicked saying he couldnt get in touch wiht my mom and what if theres a tsunami coming now and something about waikiki.  Over dramatic.  Keep in mind this is about 730 in the morning.  I got up and told him to calm down and stop being dramatic, if there was a real catastrophe, the sirens would be going off.  He just stared at me blankly.  I went back to sleep.  I got up, and I had to go to work, but luckily because the electricty was out, never have work, so I just hung out at we hung out at a coworkers house.  nah but i trip.  when is there ever earthquakes of that magnitude in hawaii?  weird.  wanna hear something funny?  so i went to see "THE DEPARTED" tonite (i'll get to that later), and i was talking to laura about this morning and she thought that the koreans were bombing us.  which i have to admit is a logical theory.   that also passed my thoughts early this morning at 7:07am.  i was like kim jong il has launched the missiles.  but other than that, today was a complete bore.  i tried to read, but i ended up taking a nap.

so "THE DEPARTED"  super sickkk movie.  martin scorses makes the meanest gangster movies.  from casino to goodfellas.  fricken amazing.  i effing hate how people hail "SCARFACE" as the best gangster movie and think its so great and amazing.  well, its not.  i mean its a good movie, but believe me, theres way better gangster movies out there.  people just get all caught up in the fact that rappers think its cool, so hence, they have to think its cool. i still have not seen "THE SCIENCE OF SLEEP" which is really upsetting me, because now its only playing at aikahi, and that place is gnarly.  speaking of things to watch, LOST came on a few weeks ago.  i seriously want to sit down with the writers and just have a conversation with them.  doesnt matter about what the topic is, i just think these guys are geniuses.  if you dont watch LOST, you should start.  But I think I watch too much television.  I think TV is going to be my downfall.

I am bolo head.  I shaved off my hawk.  I was getting over it, plus I was running out of gel.  Oh hi its raining again.  For the 838209743 time today.  You ever notice how whenever it rains you ponder your life?  I know how I always talk about the past, but it just kills me beacuse I really do feel that I used to have so much fun with life.  Now days I just feel like I'm dragging through the day, with nothing to look forward to.  Maybe I just need a gf.  I dont mean to sound like I'm suicidal or super emo, but its true.  What's fun about life if there's nothing fun in it?  School?  not fun.  Work?  not fun.  I haven't surfed in a really long time (about a month or more) and now I'm beginning to realize how much surfing makes me happy. And I don't want to blame my friends for my unhappyness because it's not their fault.  Maybe its the lack there of.  Haha.  And by the way, my coworkers are slowly beginning to cross that threshold of "co-workers" to "friends".  Hahaha.

It's late, I just finished writing a paper for writing intensive.  I also just finished writing a novel for xanga.  How pathetic. 

Let me leave you with a quote from President John F. Kennedy
"Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly."

Hey, have a great day.

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I have a huge problem.  There are so many thoughts that I have running through my head, but I dont know how to put them into words.  I log onto xanga, more often than I want to, I open up the NEW WEBLOG, but I just sit there, staring at the blank white page, not able to lift a finger.  I used to have an art journal, where I used to draw, cut/paste, photogs, and write my life in, but I also had that problem.  I used to write in it daily, a few years ago, when I had fun with life.  That's why before I started that trend of just writing little thoughts, u know listing them.  So now, I'm just going to blurt my thoughts out, randomly onto this blank screen.

Ok, so first and foremost, I currently have a mohawk.  Not so much Robert DeNiro in "Taxi Driver" but more so Travis Barker from Blink.  I know that I should expect people to look and glance and shit like that, but motherfuckers, people just STARE at me.  I mean, its literaly like they have not seen a mohawk in their life before.  Some people give me comments too, most of them "Wow, that's so cool!"  And then theres the people who are trying to whisper under their breath stuff like "Whoa, what the fuck?"  or "HOLY CRAP"  or "Look at that mohawk boy."  It's pretty ridiculous.  Today, I went to Pearl Ridge (oh, by myself I might add, I had a break between classes, so I decided to get lunch), and I was in Macy's, and this man walks up to me, and the first words out of his mouth was, "They got that from The Indians."  And I looked to my right, cause I was thinking maybe he was talking to his friend or somebody else or whatevers, but nobody was there.  Then he repeated the line about the indians.  And i was like, "uhh what?" and he said "The mohawk is originiated from the indians, and we copied them."  I walked away immedietly. 

Oh hi, so this past weekend was pretty sick.  I got fucked up every single night.  I saw Ho'onua's last performance at the Downtown Mele.  OH, so fucking talking about my mohawk, listen to this fucking story.  Lina Girl and Pipi were hosting/DJing it, and in between each performer (KALAELOA, FIJI, B.E.T., HO'ONUA) they would get on stage and give out free prizes and shit.  So right before Ho'onua, they get on stage, and they have this little game they wanna play, where two people race to down a soda.  So they're both like, "Ok, we go choose contestants."  Pipi chooses this little 10 year old boy.  Then Pipi goes, "OK LINA GIRL, I like choose someobody fo you!"  And she goes, "NO!  I ALREADY GET SOMEBODY IN MINE" (notice how i'm typing in pigeon).  AND SHE GOES, "DAGUY IN DAMOHAWK COME UP NOW!" motherfucker.  i wanted to shart (fart & shit at the same time).  So of course, I'm the only motherfucker with a mohawk at a HAWAIIAN concert.  And then everyone starts pushing me on stage, and I'm like great.  I get to the stage, and I'm like, "nah I no like play." and then the MidDay Munchkin aka Shannon Scott is like, "NAH BRADDAH JUST COME UP"  So I'm like fuck.  THEN, they ask the little boy whats his name, and where he's from, his name was marc or brad or whatever, and then they go, "SO WHERE U FROM?"  and he goes, "PAPAKOLEA."  Ok, so for those of you who dont know, Papakolea is a Hawaiian Homestead.  I was at a Hawaiian concert.  Alllll the mokes went nuts.  So they turn to me and they're like, "Name?"  "Trent."  "Where you from braddah Trent?"  "Mililani."  I swear, I heard 2, maybe 4 people clap.  I even saw two girls look at each other nod their heads at each other, as if they KNEW I was from Mililani.  Hi.  So I they give me this diet pepsi, which i HATE.  I hate soda with a passion.  and then they give marc or brad or wathever a lemon soda thing.  So we start the contest, and of course I let marc or brad or whatever win.  So the Ho'onua comes on, plays a sick show. pau.  They closed Bishop Street cuz it was basically a Ho'olaulea.  So there was choke cops.  At this point, I'm starving cuz I had an early dinner, and I was like "FUCK IM STARVING"  Two seconds after I said that, a cop opens up a Domino's Pizza box (they were at the hoolaulea), and he gave me a slice.  Haha, talk about random shit.  Then saturday night I drank with my coworkers.  good fun.

The other night I saw "Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip"  It's a super sick TV show, I recomend you watch it.  I fricken can't wait till LOST comes back on!  I dont know what else to talk about with you.